11 years today you grew your precious wings . Even tho we were not ready for you to leave us . There’s so many things I need your help & advise with . Why arnt you here to help me . I sometimes hope that I will wake up from a nasty dream & you will be standing there looking at me saying stop sniffing lol . I don’t have anyone to talk to , mum doesn’t really like me . The others don’t bother , I have no one left . You were my rock to talk to & you left me 😭. Oh why is life so unfair .