11 years today you grew your precious wings . Even tho we were not ready for you to leave us .
There’s so many things I need your help & advise with . Why arnt you here to help me .
I sometimes hope that I will wake up from a nasty dream & you will be standing there looking at me saying stop sniffing lol .
I don’t have anyone to talk to , mum doesn’t really like me . The others don’t bother , I have no one left . You were my rock to talk to & you left me 😭. Oh why is life so unfair .
Debbie
19th October 2022
been to take you some lovely gifts today, i bought you a lovely wicker reindeer with a plant in. me,mandy & niki bought a lovely black cross saying remember our dad. mum put you a xmas tree & some gifts on too.
we then went to see auntie ed to take her plant & cards. then went to see grandad to take his present.
we have had such a hard day today dad, i wish you were here to celebrate xmas with us, i cant bare this pain of you being gone. i have cried all afternoon.
mum isnt coping very well without you, she was doing well until about 2 weeks ago, but because ur anniversary & xmas approaching she is going backwards.
still doesnt feel real that only 8 weeks ago you were still here, now you have been taken. i hope you have found baby brian & ur dad. speak again soon dad. love you xx
Debbie
14th December 2011
A rose once grew where all could see.
sheltered beside a garden wall,
and, as the days passed swiftly by,
it spread its branches, straight and tall.
one day, a beam of light shone through,
a crevice that had opened wide-
the rose bent gently toward its warmth
then passed beyond to the other side,
now, you who deeply feel its loss.
be comforted- the rose blooms there-
its beauty even greater now,
nutured by gods own loving care.
Debbie
14th December 2011